I Have To

I have to stop being amazed at the immense talent that I see. It always makes my heart race.

I have to stop laughing at your antics. My soul giggles like crazy.

I have to stop liking your handsome face. Your smile never fails to make me blush.

I have to stop remembering our intertwined hands. I don't feel secure without it.

I have to stop asking for our hugs. I'm afraid I won't be able to let go.

I have to stop wanting for your kiss. I am frozen in time each time.

I have to stop loving you. I'm afraid you'll never do love me too.